As of late...

God has been doing some amazing things in my life lately. He is showing me how to let go of my past. Ive learned to voice those things that make me angry about my past and have learned how to forgive and move forward. It is amazing the things he does when we are obedient. When we open ourselves up to allow him in to our lives to make changes in us.
He has shown me so much about myself and about the relationships in my life this past year. Ive been able to step back and see what I need in my life, and what I dont. I have had to distance myself from those that cause me hurt and pain. Hard but something I had to do for me. And he has allowed me to see those that are true and the good in relationships that I once doubted.
I like the direction Im headed, its comforting to know he hasnt given up on me. That he is still moving and working in my life and gracious as ever when I fail. :)

I want to bring blogging back... So join with me. Put it all out there to share with others what is going on in your life.

Been Awhile!

Well I have written on here in forever. I have now almost been at my job for a year if that tells you how long its been! Still enjoy it but definitely have learned a passion while working there, we have clients who are higher functioning and lower functioning, and the lower functioning often deal with mental retardation and some sort of mental illness. I love working with the mentally handicapped.... they sometimes are hard and you have no idea what they are thinking. But something in my heart just has such compassion and love for them. They are so brave to constantly walk through a world that they often dont understand. I would love to find a job sometime in the future where I could work with this type of population...

Other news... Bought a new house! Were are moving to Shawnee soon! We had to buy the house before Daniel started a new job (long story). Now were waiting for him to get a new job or for our tax return, whichever comes first.
Were so ready to be in Shawnee and be able to be more involved with our church. God is doing some awesome things there, and we know he has called us to get involved with the youth! Were ready to just be active!!! Its going to be awesome. Be praying for Daniel to get a new job!

Going good....

Just thought I would get on here and update a little. For those of you who dont know I now have a new job. I work at a place called Red Rock Behavioral Health Center. I am a Psychiactric Social Rehabilitation Specialist. I love it! We work with mentally ill adults, and do social rehab. We have a group setting where they come with others who suffer from mental illness and have that social support. We help them with simple things such as cleaning, cooking, learning how to function in a community, hygiene, and a ton of other things. I love doing this.... I love the clients we have. They are so sweet and just need someone to love on them. Many of their families abandon them because of their illness. And they of course get rejected by their community, they have nobody else. I wanted to find a job where I could be the support for people who are in need, and in this job I get to be that. I love being there for them, and giving them my love and support. They touch my heart, daily....

Another new thing, I got my new car! I love it! I have always wanted a Honda Civic and I finally got one. Heres a picture.

And next week we will be on our way to Youth Camp at Turner Falls. Be praying for me :) I have 12 girls, and I may end up with 3 extra girls in our cabin also. So possibly 15, all by myself. Im nervous... Ive never been to this camp before, so I just feel like I wont know what Im doing. But be praying for that and that God does something awesome in our youth going....

One Year!

Wow, it is almost our one year anniversary. It will be in 16 days. It doesnt seem like a year ago that we got married, lol... it seems like 3! haha. It seems like we are completely different people now than those 2 people who stood that day and said I do. We have grown and matured much more than I think either of us thought we would in one year. We have had a year of struggles, heartache, new opportunities, smiles, laughs, tears.... Its just been an eventful first year of marriage for us. Its hard to believe all that we've gone through in a year. People never tell you that marriage will be this hard, but definitely worth it! Every little fight that you have to work through, every suprising new fact to learn about one another, every moment of weakness and outburst of anger :), every lack of communciation, every attempt to understand where the heck the other is coming from.... Its challenging but rewarding. You learn so much about one another, more than you ever thought was in them... Things suprise you often! The first year of marriage is definitely not the year of bliss that I thought it was going to be, but I wouldnt trade the bad for the good any day, you learn and understand more of one another through it. Its those times of hurt and confusion that you grow closer and begin to see a different side of each other.

I love Daniel Reid Huff, and am thankful for this past year and all he has given and done for me. I wouldnt trade any of it......

Amen!

I just wanted to post and say how much God has been doing in my life lately. Im just learning alot about myself and Gods leading. Hes leading me to places and away from places, and I want to follow. Im curious to know where hes taking me on this journey. I just have a heart to gain more understanding from him, and to learn more and more of where he desires for me to be. My eyes have been opened to see past all the bad things that have happened recently, and to see the bigger picture in which Gods leading me elsewhere. I just long for more, and desire to see where I may end up. I want to be stronger and more apt to see with His eyes, and to see his plan in all things.
Im at a good place in life today.... For some reason today, God has given me an astounding peace that HES GOT IT UNDER CONTROL, and I feel so care free and trusting in that.
Gods Good!

Wow I havent been on here in forever!

Happy late Easter to everyone! It was different for me this year to not eat with my mom and meme at Easter. But it was nice to eat with Daniels family. We had a good time just hanging out. Last week my work had our Annual Fundraising Banquet. That was stressful. I didnt realize how much details people werent telling me about me being in charge of things. I walked in that night and was swarmed with people telling me what to do, that I needed to fix stuff, asking for help. Wow, it was exhausting and overwhelming! Im so glad its over. It definitely made me see the bigger picture of our organization, and I felt for once since Ive been there that Im a part of such a bigger picture than I see. It was just experiencing the whole night and seeing my work influence others. It was cool. Next big deal, we will be having our walkathon October 10th. So be ready for me to hit you up in sponsoring me to walk for our center!

This weekend we have our Youth Explosion at the Church. Those of you that read this that know youth around Cushing or the Stillwater area, point them our way! Its going to be cool. Curt, the Chi ALpha Pastor is speaking. And the Chi Alpha Band is playing. Its gonna be awesome. I hope we bring in alot of kids from Cushing High School. I hadnt really realized how much school has changed since I graduated until the other day. The kids were talking about gangs, drugs, drinking, girls pregnant...... ALL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. Yeah, some of that stuff went on when I was in HS, but not middle school! It just seems to get lower and lower ages. It blows my mind. Anyways, be praying that God moves and it goes awesome.

Oh yeah, and can you imagine, Daniel and I will be married for a year May 24th. 10 days and 1 month away! So weird!

my life lately...

Wow, I think I underestimated youth ministry. Im tired. Wore out. Exhausted. We have not been home earlier than 10pm every night for the past 2 or 3 weeks. On the 13th we had a Worth the Wait Lock-In, and then the next day we had the Valentines Banquet. Yeah, Back to Back. I dont know what I was thinking. Never in my life will I do that again! I went on no sleep already on the 13th, then staying up all night, and then the banquet. Lets just say I had a few mental breakdowns during that day. Nothing was working out, everything was a disaster. We didnt have enough steak and chicken for the dinner, the charcoal went out and wasnt working, in 1 hour we had only cooked 10 steaks and it was time for the dinner to start. But luckily, thank you God, I was able to get ahold of Daniels grandparents and they brought the propane grill... It took 45 minutes and we got 20 steaks and 15 chickens cooked! Thank the Lord. It all came together. It actually turned out really well... by the grace of God. Everyone says it was the best they had ever been too... and also to my benefit, for some reason a ton of people did not pay attention to announcements and thought that it started at 7p, so the food being late wasnt a big deal either. :)